I am not motivated... bleah

One of the things which really dull my life is why woman have to endure the pain and the 'eeeking' feeling of menstruation?

it's hurts and it's gross.
damned.
i want to be a man next life.

I hate reports.
I hate to compile 1000+ associates invoices and calculate the JOBS CREDITS which amounted S$150+ of refund to my client.
STUPID, why on earth singapore government created this payback yet have no break up the statement.

bcuz of this, i need to double check each invoices with the another report generated by our IT.
I ommitted reimbursement field by accident.
F**K. i am so pissed with myself.
it is such a stupid mistake.
i caused a wrong calculation of S$800. SHIT SHIT SHIT!

i can never be a secretary or admin.
i am so bad at this man~
F**K F**K F**K F**K.
i am fuming mad now.

I have been with my current company since July 2006.
hence i have been in the company for 3 years, 1 month and 22 days.

till date, i have took
47 Annual Leaves
31.5 Medical Leaves
21 Unpaid Leave

total of 99.5 days...

hahaha, honestly i am overwhelmed by the numbers of days.
that is equal of 1 month per year. lol...

i am amused by a friend today.
hahahahhahahahah

It was my 1st time at Ritz Carlton last nite.
we had our quarterly welfare dinner.

spread was good and it was 1 for 1 for the ladies and definitely a steal for us last nite.

something happened when serene and i queued for ice cream.
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Server: Hi what would you like
Me: I would like to have Mango Sorbet and Strawberry ice cream
Serene: I like to have Vanilla and Maple & Walnut ice cream.
Server: okie *blushed*
(few seconds later, serene saw the Crepe on the pan. )
Serene: Can i have my ice cream on the crepe?
Server: Sure!

(in the end, i got my Mango and Strawberry and Serene got Strawberry ice cream in her crepes.)

Me: you must have sot the Server with ur looks!
Serene: nooooooooooooooo
Me: he gave u the wrong ice cream! too nervous must be!


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(While everyone were full and having their tea or coffee)

Me: hey you should try putting ice cream into your hot tea! Bet it taste nice.
Gwen: Ya.... ok ok i try.
(after putting a spoon of vanilla ice cream into the tea and the ice cream did not melt immediately and swimming in the cup of tea.)
Gwen: it looks gross.
Me: aiya, ice cream is cold mah. it need some time to melt.
Gwen: okie....
Me: let me help you
(i stirred her tea till the ice cream melt and gwen drank it.)
Gwen: it taste weird :(
Me: really? let me try...
(i pour tea into the remaining ice cream in the cup and drank it)
Me: hmmm.... it is weird. haha...

if you didnt realise, it is the week 35 of 2009.
we are 27 weeks away from 2010.

my my my, 2010 seems such a big number. 2000 was the year when i completed my secondary education and 2010 is 10 years after my completion. wow~

time really flies...

met up with bears ytd. though it was not like a very long meeting, we are happy to meet Wahid's dear during the meeting.

Jo bought us a necklace from Bkk. nice~ i like mine...
I finally pass the BKK winnie the pooh china bag to Jo after 2 months of my return to SG.

man~ i feel so melachony today~

Have you ever thought of if 1 day you will lose everything?

Have you ever thought of if 1 day your will lose your love ones?

Have you ever thought of if 1 day your will lose your job?

Have you ever thought of if 1 day your will lose your home?

Have you ever thought of if 1 day your will lose your freedom?

Have you ever thought of.....

I was reading about them on straits times on monday or last week.
and i was thinking probably just another korean group and haven heard of them much.

But, i was wrong.
their song Nobody has been a HIT.
1st heard it on Boys before Flowers - Korean Drama.
when Min Jung brought Yi Jung and Woo Bin to KTV when Joon Pyo refused to go out with her and dated Jan Di.
the song is also feature on the advertisement of SG mandarin Version of Don't Forget your Lyrics.

Here is the english version.

While browsing on today's headline on my yahoo page, i saw this and it is real funny.
Enjoy~

Not your typical wedding march!

MODULE:
MR (BM) (BBMC3) Marketing Research
RP (BBMD1) Resource Planning
MSO (BBMB8) Management of Service Operations
PMS (BBMC5) Practice of Management Skills


WEEK DATE DAY TIME MODULE
1 03-Aug-09 Mon 7-10pm RP - L1
06-Aug-09 Thu 7-10pm MR (BM) - L1
07-Aug-09 *Fri 7-10pm RP - L2

DATE TIME MODULE
23-Nov-09 3:45-5:45pm MR (BM)
25-Nov-09 3:45-5:45pm RP
28-Nov-09 9-11am MSO

Last one....
Quanititive Methods for Managers 14 Jul
Information Management Systems 16 Jul and
Economics of Industry (Supplementary)17 Jul
Organization Analysis 21 Jul
Strategic Human Resource Managment 23 Jul
Marketing Management Strategies (Supplementary) 27 Jul.

I'm dead....
so dead....

yesterday blanked out at Organizational Analysis.... sure kenna supplementary paper for this.
damned....

2 more to go....
Quanititive Methods for Managers 14 Jul
Information Management Systems 16 Jul and
Economics of Industry (Supplementary)17 Jul
Organization Analysis 21 Jul
Strategic Human Resource Managment 23 Jul
Marketing Management Strategies (Supplementary) 27 Jul.

Ego.
From answers.com, ego is defined as:

1.The self, especially as distinct from the world and other selves.
2.In psychoanalysis, the division of the psyche that is conscious, most immediately controls thought and behavior, and is most in touch with external reality.
3.
a.An exaggerated sense of self-importance; conceit.
b.Appropriate pride in oneself; self-esteem.


I have a dad who's ego is as big as the universe.
I think it may be hard for anyone else that is around me to understand.
My father probably is the most egoistic person i have ever met so far or maybe the only one who has shown me the degree of ego he has for himself.

Many things happened in my dad's life, from young till now, however, in my opinion alot of stuffs are just him being to critical about what life is. so much so that the pain and misery that bottles up in him and slowly eroding him bit by bit.

He nevers and has not even try to forgive anyone who crosses his boundary of respect. he has alot of ego in himself so much that because of ego, he quits every employment that he ever has in his life, "marks" people whom trampled his ego and always thinking that people are not giving him the respect that he he never once ponder if he had did the right thing of leaving and quitting. all he thought of and thinking is that he should have done it right away.

i am not frustrated, i am sad for my dad. i tried to make him understand the fact that if he keep find faults in others and not opening up his heart to forgive, it will only makes him a bitter, gouchy, irksome middle age soon to be old man....

to write about the incidents that happened between him and the people he hates and decided not to contact them further, i think i need a great deal of time to complete. bcuz he is my dad, i wish him to be happy and bcuz of this, i will try to make him understand.

on the side note, i am glad that i am studying for my bachelor in international business studies and management. bcuz, i learnt more about human behaviour. hope i succeed in "managing" my dad.

I never understand how Boo and Jo can do it while working and studying and still get great results i.e. -> distinction.

but anyway i have never been academically prodigious since young and last term i failed 2 modules. *damned*
hence this term, i need to sit for 6 papers, 4 core modules for the current term + 2 failed module.
so far, i have completed 3 and left 3 more.
Quanititive Methods for Managers 14 Jul
Information Management Systems 16 Jul and
Economics of Industry (Supplementary)17 Jul
Organization Analysis 21 Jul
Strategic Human Resource Managment 23 Jul
Marketing Management Strategies (Supplementary) 27 Jul.

Glad that for the 1st 3 papers, i felt the confidence of passing them compared to the prior examination periods whereby i forgo sleep and keep cramping the knowledge into my ALREADY OVERLOADED brain. *oh man, my poor brainy*
guessed i felt the fire scorching my butt for failing 2 modules last term, hence this term i should better prepare myself. *haha*

wish me luck for the coming 3 papers!

My grandma celebrates her 73 birthday today. Wow, though i know she is getting old and she is 48 years older than me since we are the same zodiac, 73 is an indication that i need to be spending more quality time with her.

we had dinner at Sakura at pioneer stadium.
didnt take a group picture cuz too messy le...
but took a pic with sis...


HAPPY BIRTHDAY POPO!!!!!!

我想我大概上辈子坏事做多了....

今世,我是来还债的.....

最近的心情真的很糟.

不管自己怎样做自己喜欢的事,心情似乎还徘徊在很糟的领域.
花了3 天的思索, 我是有找到了心情不好的原因,却并没有想出该如何做些什么让自己高兴的事.

想了想自己以毕业了5年.在这5年里,自己好象跟本没有在人生里有特别的成就. 也许,因为如此,心情无法好起来.

事业:没, 爱情:没, 学业:没, 财富:没 健康:不好

我该怎么办?

我真的搞不太懂 你怎么会选择寂寞
要的通通都有 就少了那一个男朋友
你还要ㄍ一ㄥ多久 你到底挑什么

听比说得多 不怕我罗嗦
知道我难过 陪着我沉默
手机桌布只有我 很多甜蜜小动作
自己吃饭没胃口 刷卡之前先问我

喜欢我朋友 也会爱我的狗
懂环保爱地球 保护我像英雄
总是大方介绍我 什么节日都记得
陪我减肥吃苹果 帮我买口红

I don't want a boyfriend (boyfriend)
I need a real man
诚实的嘴 可靠的肩 温柔的眼
I don't want a boyfriend (boyfriend)
I need a real man
Real man real man real man real man

何时出现 何时出现 何时出现 何时出现


会玩会工作 会疯会生活
会下厨会运动 会爱会做梦
又像男孩又成熟 对我大方自己抠
教我绝招打电动 什么都有我

I don't want a boyfriend (boyfriend)
I need a real man
诚实的嘴 可靠的肩 温柔的眼
I don't want a boyfriend (boyfriend)
I need a real man
Real man real man real man real man

I be your Real Man
可会出现 可会出现 可会出现 可会出现

我现在有一点通 该怎么解决你寂寞
你说了两三分钟 我愿意花两三年去做
既然你ㄍ一ㄥ很久 要不要等等我

大丈夫耍酷耍温柔 肩膀什么都扛得动
我嘴唇轻轻动一动 就知道我在想什么
Just show me one real man
十项全男 Real man

I don't want a boyfriend (boyfriend)
I need a real man
诚实的嘴 可靠的肩 温柔的眼
I don't want a boyfriend (boyfriend)
I need a real man
Real man real man real man real man
I don't want a boyfriend (boyfriend)
I need a real man
诚实的嘴 可靠的肩 温柔的眼
I don't want a boyfriend (boyfriend)
I need a real man
Real man real man real man real man

Yeah A-hi I Need A Real Man
I'm Same Like This Girl